"Should I give up? Or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste?"
Every day I ask myself this question. I can never answer it quickly and strictly but some days I give myself the answer that I should give up. Other, mush less, days I stay determined to keep chasing the pavements and the shadows on the pavements. Everyday!
I'm always on level 1, never made it to level 2. Never crossed over. I start everything and never finish a thing. However, I keep trying and I fail and I don't understand. And I keep trying...