Thursday, December 29

#101: I'm not talking about it

Well, yes! There's something, something occupying my mind. I mean it's trying to, trying to jam into my mind so that I think about it and... and I know that the consequences are not on my side! That's why I don't want to talk, I don't want to think. Because I don't want to ruin it. Because it's so sweet to be true. It's like a dream coming bit by bit true. But here's why I don't want to think it over. Because it's like happening in a wrong time. Because, I've let go that dream months ago and I've moved on and had other dreams. Why is it coming to chase me again?! Because every dream we dream, if it doesn't come true when it's supposed to, it loses its identity. I guess!

So...I'll just live it as it is. I won't think about it or even mention it. Like I forget it happened. And I'll try to enjoy it as much as I can, so that when it all goes away, I don't get hurt and I don't get to miss it too. Because I'm positively sure that it's going to go away, it always does. Besides I won't afford having it coming REALLY true. I just can't. It can't happen. No, not now. I've got to have some control. 

1 comment:

Salma Hossam said...

well, ... no comment :D:D but am kinda laughing :D may be because i can imagine it too far :D and imagine you too :D

well, don't get mad at me, but am really laughing! :D