Tuesday, January 3

#103: the first in 2012, 1-3-12. --the numbers are related!!

So it's 2012 now. It's January the third! It's bad that I don't have a post under the date of Jan 1; I've been trying hard to think of something. And it's bad that I don't have anything to say, I mean I do have things to say, but nothing of which I'd like to be saying. And this is getting really weird and dull. And here comes my fear. Yes, I'm afraid, again, that I'm getting myself into a dull process of life. I'm not complaining or anything, I'm just afraid that I might complain someday and this is the one thing I would never like to do. So, I'll get myself into a challenge, a challenge to love that place and what I do there. And I've already cleared out my intentions, I'll be there giving, and not taking anything in reward, because those people are kind and good and they deserve it, they deserve my giving. So, this is how a teacher feels?!

Why does everything gets messed up and mixed up with "fear"?! Fear, you're a very bad "thing"!!

I won't forget you or anything about you, in fact you'll be the place where I can go to be happy, and I'll make sure I do come to you, I'll schedule you!  

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