How do I get to choose?
When the reason why I have to pass you by and choose not to choose you, is the same reason why I have to stick to you, insist on you, never let you go easily, and choose you with every will I have.
I don't get to choose! There's no choice in here, there's only fate waited to be assigned to take over and choose for me.
Finally, I choose to not have the choice. And that's the best option I have. The best I can do.