I don’t think I want to continue on living! Yet, I'm not ready to die.
Like I’m stuck in between life and death.
Maybe this is a good start, for me, to seriously consider getting ready to die.
Yes, I believe, it’s the only reason that makes sense why I should keep on living.
I should start living and get ready to die!
.اللهم أحيني ما كانت الحياة خيرا لي وتوفني إذا كانت الوفاة خيرا لي
.اللهم توفني و أنت راض عني