The pain stays inside the heart of the broken. It never leaves. It just gets forgotten within all the other emotions indulging the heart. This is why they say that the best medicine to heal a broken heart is engaging it with other positive feelings. An expensive medicine it is indeed. However, the pain is worth forgetting.
It's hard. To pretend that the last four years of your life haven't existed. Yet, it's worth pretending.
I'll pretend it's okay. Isn't it??