Saturday, May 25

#169: Emotions

Mixed up emotions. Overflow of emotions. Stream of negative thoughts. Hurtful feelings and words in the air.

Fake people all around. They keep me wondering: Is it them? Or is it me?!

Healing is not easy. Healing must be earned.

All good in the world needs effort, and all evil is pretty cheap!

I deserve much better than that. Yet, I keep settling for what’s low and empty!

Will it ever be? Could it ever be true? Will I be surprised someday?

"The future is not ours to see." ~ Doris Day

I miss the magic in the words.

This is taking longer than expected.

I’ll never do this again to myself.

This is not right. It’s not healthy. It’s not a challenge. It’s a self destruction process.

Do you think it’s possible to love someone who you don’t like?

Do you think you can live with someone you don’t like?

Do you think it can be controlled?

Do you think it’ll be pinky and butterflies all the time?

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Today will pass. So will tomorrow.

"Regrets and mistakes, they are memories made." ~ Adele

See you in the next down cycle.


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